anarex.

Lately school has been a whirlwind. No time to think, just laugh, laugh and laugh everything away. The class while still political in many aspects, is like an anarex to me, numbing all the unhappiness for that while. My mood swings have been hitting me hard at nights. Every day when i come home i wish that things were back to how they were. Every night i pray that it'll rain. I'm so sick of all that manipulative masquerade they're playing.

That aside, i wanna apologise to Johann whose comment that "You're like sad every night" made me decide to reflect upon my behaviour lately.

Reminds me of PAE, when i'll put on that plastic smile every morning until one day when i couldnt take it anymore and stopped. MingYi (aka mr-high-jumper-from-vs-who-is-so-bloody-stuck-up-and-wont-talk-to-you-even-when-you-try-talking-to-him) despite his usual coldness came up to me during track training that day and asked if i was alright. Khairi after trying to cheer me up but wasnt successful, dumped joseph to try to find the source of my unhappiness as we were doing our cool-down runs. They werent successful in the end, but nonetheless, thanks guys.


Ah well. That felt better. Maybe i just need to start writing more often. I need to work on my writing again. Been some eons since i wrote something decent.

To everyone reading this, especially my cousins weili and pn(i laugh whenever i think of your 'huh? i dunno.'), I'M ALRIGHT LA.


'cause i'll rise up.






And dominate.